In A Dire Need Situation

I felt the tingles at the soles of my feet as I walked through the massive metal gates that shielded the school from the public eye. Far ahead stood the strong brick and mortar. The brown and white coats of paint attracted the rays of the morning sun. Three buildings merged into one. Each contained four floors with long narrow balconies. A magnificent building on a dramatic landscale.

I had lost my mother four weeks before my application to this school. For the very first time in my life, I felt completely alone. My father had died suddenly of an undiagnosed coronary heart disease four years before the road accident that led to my mother’s abrupt ending. The shock of her death shook my very existence. I became an orphan unexpectedly and I didn’t know how to move on. The first few weeks after her death were particularly difficult. I was lost and lonely and I missed her in manners words couldn’t explain. Two decades after her demise, I still do.

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My Dance With Poverty.

As I opened the door for my mother that day, I knew something was wrong. With tears in her eyes, she walked silently towards her bed and  sat at the edge, sobbing uncontrollably. I sat on the floor watching helplessly not knowing what to do.  I was confused and so were my siblings. As we asked her what happened, she shook, breathing heavily in the surge to stop crying. I was about the age of 12.

It was a period we were experiencing what could be described as starvation. The food was never enough because my mother’s business was at a standstill. Everything she ventured in yielded no profit. We often went on with life with a meal daily. Times were hard. (more…)

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